The spelling of "haddest a meal" is pronounced /ˈhædɪst ə mil/. The word "haddest" is the second-person singular past tense of the verb "have", and the word "meal" refers to food eaten for nourishment. The use of "haddest" is archaic and no longer commonly used in modern English. It is mainly found in old literature or religious texts. However, it is important to recognize and understand the historical context of language and how spelling and pronunciation have evolved over time.