Pronunciation: [hadtə wɒnsˈɛlf] (IPA) 
The phrase "had to oneself" is spelled /hæd tu wʌnˈsɛlf/. The "h" at the beginning is pronounced with a slight breath of air. The "a" in "had" is pronounced like the "a" in "cat". The "d" at the end of "had" is a pronounced soft "d". The "o" in "to" is pronounced like the "o" in "go". The "n" in "oneself" is pronounced with a soft "n" sound, and the "e" is pronounced like the "e" in "men".
"Had to oneself" refers to the private or exclusive possession or enjoyment of something by an individual. It suggests the act of being in sole control or ownership of a specific item, experience, or state of being without any interference or involvement from others.
This phrase encapsulates the idea of having exclusive access to a particular resource or opportunity. For instance, someone who has a large house all to themselves can enjoy the space, amenities, and privacy without sharing it with others. Similarly, having a beach to oneself means having the entire beach without having to share it with other people. In both cases, "had to oneself" emphasizes the absence of others and the ensuing unrestricted control or enjoyment.
This expression can also extend beyond physical possessions or spaces. It can describe an emotional or mental state where a person is left alone, allowing them to fully experience their thoughts, feelings, or solitude. For example, going on a solitary hike in the mountains allows one to reflect, rejuvenate, and have time to oneself.
In summary, "had to oneself" denotes the exclusive possession, control, or enjoyment of something without the presence or interference of others. Whether it refers to physical possessions, spaces, or personal states, this phrase emphasizes the notion of individual privacy and uninterrupted experience.
